i have decided that  

 

1

 

i won’t hide anymore

any feelingsthoughtswishes

 

somewhere deep

so they might be erased

 

when my body blues

and my wife incinerates me

 

and my children scatter

my ashes at aquinnah

 

after dividing my molars:

two gold crowns.

 

 

 

2

 

i was a native

american in a past life

 

and took an arrow in

guts and fell

 

into prairie wind and

switchgrass.

 

and i was broken

blues harmonica

 

busking in the key

of e for empty.

 

3

 

we are all

earthlings (so far)

  

natives from jungles

and fishtank oceans

 

dividing land

by name and color

 

and fences

and walls

 

wondering

how did we end up here?